This is a guest post written by Ms Lucy Turnbull. Her case is complex and cannot be explained better than in her own words. We at Science 4 Justice (NL) have verified the recounted facts as far as is possible. The opinions are Lucy’s. This post is the third of a series of four or five posts, recounting events roughly in reverse chronological order.
This version is posted Saturday, 11 July, by Richard Gill. It is a copy of a post of her own, on her own website https://www.lucyinbetween.com/
(That website was itself financially supported by Science 4 Justice-nl.)
My first experience of brutality and torture
INTENTION – PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE
I ask some of these questions facetiously. It is not illegal to be facetious, yet!
What could possibly be the intention of keeping the foreign passport of someone who has been rejected as an asylum seeker; wants to leave the country – but is prevented from leaving AND prevented from working (Article 2 – The Right to Life (the prevention of foreseeable harm)); who follows all stipulated rules given (even if they are illegal); leaves the country (in fact the whole of the European Union and Schengen area) and is then still denied their passport for a further six months? Your passport is necessity to prove legal identity, conferred citizenship, history even (visas and travel), and the ability to work and apply for visas in other countries, and also to travel freely/legally in the present and future.
Second question: What abilities and resources (money, the ability to make friends, communicate, function in civil society) do you need to have to be able to travel across a whole continent without a passport; what understanding do you need to have of European laws and asylum law (without a lawyer); what level of fitness and state of mind do you need to have to successfully do this? How many friends and potential friends do you need to have/ quickly make to be able to do this?
How does this contradict with a narrative intended to torture you ‘for your own good’?
As a British citizen I can receive visas on arrival in over 100 countries; am free to travel across Europe and live for three months; can apply to work in Europe and all over the world; and can apply for residency visas, business visas, transit visas, tourist visas and work visas for over a hundred countries. Why should I be forced to give these to Switzerland, a country I did not want to stay in, and which was both torturing me and preventing me from working and leaving? That would in fact be insane behaviour!
What could possibly be the intention?
My passport was eventually released but to someone in a different country to me – Professor Gill in the Netherlands. I was denied it when I was in Switzerland and I was denied it when I left Switzerland. It was not a Swiss passport. It is a British passport. I am not Swiss and I do not have another passport for any other country. Not having it, forced me to do illegal things in order to create a situation where I could live in peace, freely, and work. I had to cross borders illegally.
My desire has always been to live in peace. Always.
I was forced to ask for asylum in Croatia (and live in an even more disgusting asylum camp for three months with very violent and extremely mentally ill African women). Not to mention the extremist Syrians, Chechens and Afghanis. A lot of their behaviour is down to ignorance, superstition and ideology. I was assaulted again, lifted up like a doll and thrown hard on to the floor by a young African woman – I am 58 years old – in Kutina Camp. The women I was deliberately forced to share a 25ft square room with, as part of the torture, used to defecate in buckets in the room, which was ten feet from a bathroom. They would store up the shit and piss and vomit under their bed for 24 hours, then dispose of it in the shower (not the toilet right next to the shower) in the middle of the day, when other women were showering. The shower! I was the only one who complained because I was the only one who knew what standards were supposed to be, and I knew they were creating a health hazard. Nobody else (300 people) said anything! They were a community health risk, let alone a risk to themselves and every other person sharing a space with them or showering in the same showers. They were both given houses on the beautiful Croatian coast (a month after assaulting me), next to unsuspecting locals who will no doubt one day pay for this decision, personally. People do not suddenly change these kinds of habits, especially if you have an organisation (the UN) claiming they are ‘normal’! The UN in asylum centres refuses to acknowledge the problems.
I was assaulted, for a similar reason in Fribourg, Switzerland, by a different young African woman. I was picked up and thrown violently to the floor, in Croatia, because I moved the stacks of her stolen, rotting, perishable food, which was attracting flies and ants into the room, away from my bed and over to the bed of the violent African. I moved her cooking stove also. Staff in the centre refused to enforce the rules of no cooking in the room because they could not be bothered. Again, it was a health risk, let alone absolutely vile and disgusting. There was a kitchen to use upstairs.
This attitude that ‘I will do what I want’ and ‘I will knowingly be filthy, disgusting and unhygienic’ (some use it as a form of protest) is deliberate as well as through ignorance. Many of these women come from places where they do not have running water, cook in the open and do not have basic hygiene knowledge. It is something they have to be taught. But it is not something which is taught in asylum camps. Instead, they bring their ignorance and fight to keep their ignorance. There are no incentives to change their behaviour in the months and years they can live in asylum camps. There is no basic education to show them why it is unhygienic. An increase in previously eradicated diseases is caused by this cultural ignorance, which is sometimes a political protest. And that is why I was assaulted. I tried to reinforce basic hygiene to prevent myself from getting sick. The consequence was I was assaulted.
The UN turned a blind eye. Three male security guards did what was necessary. They spoke her language. I am grateful for these security guards. Security guards are the only people who actually see what goes down in these places. That is probably one of the reasons the UN stipulates that asylum seekers (who are compromised because they are asylum seekers) can work in these centres (in Switzerland). Switzerland is more corrupt than Croatia and Bosnia, richer than Croatia and Bosnia and most asylum seekers pass through the Balkans on the way to Switzerland for those reasons: potential corruption and more money. You can’t blame them for exploiting an already immoral and corrupt system. And, in fact, there is a very specific asylum camp in Bosnia, specifically for those ‘asylum seekers passing through’, on the way to Europe! I joke not!
In Croatia and Bosnia, they seem to have anticipated this kind of corruption – only Croatians, Serbs and Bosnians work in their centres! Many of the ones working in Swiss asylum centres cannot find work anywhere else! The UN, who are present in every asylum centre, are a cultural-changing, tick-boxing, unethical and immoral organisation.
In Chemin de la Rossierre Camp, Fribourg, Switzerland, I was assaulted because I was sharing a room with a young woman who had stacked the room with stolen goods and I asked her to create some space for my one bag. Inside and outside the room were brand new shoes – hundreds of shoes – clothes, make up, etc. On the floor was a disgustingly dirty carpet. I asked her to remove it, so I did not have to smell the stench coming from it. She refused. In fact, she spent her whole time in her boyfriend’s apartment near the asylum camp and only slept there once in three months. Her bed was paid for by the Swiss state. Since she refused to remove the carpet, I removed the carpet and put it outside to air when she was not there. She immediately came back and assaulted me violently after an argument, three times. The ORS men who were on duty at the time – one was Turkish and one was African – lectured me on how Helen was traumatised and that I did not understand how her trauma affected her. While deliberately trying to wind both of us up in order to start a fight.
She lost it. I defended myself. When I asked them to call the police, the Bangladeshi manager told them to blame me. The police arrived and did nothing. I asked them to take me to the hospital. I went back to the room about 11pm after being refused a safe space at the hospital and she was still there. She assaulted me again. The African ORS member of staff totally lost control, was standing shaking his arms in the air, erratically shouting, ‘Lucy, you don’t understand, Ellen has suffered trauma!’ I was sitting on a chair. I wish I had filmed his agitated behaviour. He was a very large, black, French-speaking African who stalked me all over the camp when he was there. Immediately after he left, poor little (violent) Ellen picked up all of my belongings, computer and all, and threw them into the corridor. I left them there, to prove what she did and went back to this insane ORS guy and asked him whether he was going to allow her to assault me every time she felt that her ‘trauma’ justified it. Then he moved her. No lecture for Ellen!
The first bed they offered me in Rossierre was in a room nobody wanted to enter because of the other African woman in the eight-bed room. She had built a religious shrine on two of the beds, surrounded it with symbols of Jesus and effigies. It was like a voodoo room. I refused to stay there and then they offered me Ellen’s stolen stash room. After living in at least seven different asylum camps by then I knew the business strategy of sub-Saharan Africans. If anyone ever gets the privilege of entering asylum camps you will literally find stacks of stolen clothes, all neatly folded. There is up to ten huge bags (massive LIDL type bags) filled with clothes they have stolen, or taken from local charities (ORS included), intended for ‘desperate asylum seekers’, and poor local people. Africans go to volunteer in these places, take all the clothes for themselves or their African sisters, as part of their business plan. The plan is to stack up the clothes for when they are eventually deported because the UN gives them a few thousand Euros, plus an air ticket, plus they transport all their bags back to their home country, as soon as they agree to leave. As soon as they have stocked up as much as is not noticeable in the asylum centre without it being thrown out. As I said, at least ten bags.
It is a business strategy!
Africans (only female Africans) also do this with the free supermarket food the local supermarkets give to charities – but with the food (in Switzerland it was the most expensive meat, delicatessen items, chocolate, salmon, etc) they resell it immediately to their African friends who have already gained temporary or permanent status in Switzerland. It is, if I am honest, a very effective community and business strategy, but it is completely immoral. Ukrainians, who were the wealthiest asylum seekers, because they immediately get about 170 Euros a week and accommodation on arrival, never got a sniff. Other, non-African asylum seekers had to group up to stop the Africans from stealing everything. I could still take you to the places this is happening in Switzerland if I ever wanted to visit that shit country again. I’ve lived in seven different countries, and aside from the fact I was an asylum seeker in Switzerland, it was one of the most barbaric, disgusting countries I have ever lived in. Completely anti-human, even to its own citizens. Corrupt to the core. Europeans and Swiss call it ‘The Whore of Europe’, because they take money from anyone and asylum seekers can buy citizenship if they have a big enough bank account.
The conditions in Swiss and European asylum camps are deliberately intended to cause severe stress and trauma to test whether asylum seekers will succumb to ‘learned helplessness’. They use various methods to try to force you to conform. One of them is to force you to live, side by side in tiny spaces, with very abusive and sick people and then be abused and disrespected by equally abusive and sick people who work in these camps. It is deliberate. One of the tactics is to gaslight you after you are assaulted. All of the tactics are designed to abuse you, humiliate you, try to traumatise you, belittle you. The people complicit in doing this, in ORS, can refuse. The majority don’t. The majority seem to be comprised or complicit in some way – believing their presence will stop the abuse; not caring whether they are part of it; or asylum seekers who cannot speak out. I believe many of them do not even understand why they are doing it and convince themselves it is justified, in order to deal with their cognitive dissonance. Many believe they are there because they care.
You cannot be part of an organisation that tortures people and also be considered a compassionate person. It is an oxymoron.
I also knew someone who was interviewed for a position in the camps and told he was too compassionate to work there. Compassionate people create compassionate contexts. Compassion is not what the Swiss want. Contrary to what people probably believe most asylum seekers are tortured in Switzerland and probably in many other parts of Europe too. A Sudanese man with a lovely family worked in ORS and once when I had a complete breakdown (and was sent back the same day to Giffers) he stood and observed the whole thing. He was compassionate but could not do anything. I met him when I left Giffers on the bus and shook his hand. He had not lost his compassion. But he was compromised. He was with his two beautiful young girls, on a bus, in Fribourg. Sometimes you have to choose your loyalties to survive and the Swiss use this to cuckold people on behalf of the UN, maybe.
By denying me my passport (on the order of Keir Starmer, I am sure, because it is during his time as PM – I left Switzerland Dec 2024, and it was released in July 2025. I received it Aug 2025) I was left deliberately without any ability to earn or even receive money in Switzerland, Italy, Slovenia, Croatia, Bosnia due to the fact my passport had been kidnapped by the Swiss Government. Every other nationality in Swiss camps (probably in all European asylum camps) was entitled to 20 Euros a week, except: British, American, Australian etc. All other nationalities also have multiple charities, set up by their ethnic friends, providing them with both financial and practical assistance (food, clothes, money, respite from the camps). I was at a disadvantage in every way. It wasn’t until I got to Rossierre, after being tortured and still being tortured, that I was given 20 Euros a week (after six months in brutal camps, nightly listening to a rapist rape his wife in the final one, Giffers). 1 Eighty per cent of the money I received in Rossierre went to paying my storage in Edinburgh to preserve my children’s books and mementos from my time as a good mother. It also contained the evidence which showed I was telling the truth. I was a good mother. A dedicated mother. That I tried to get to the truth in 2005 and was denied by Boyd. That my youngest child lived with me until he was 17 (and was still alive) and that both my children were raised by me. Not only raised by me but loved, cherished, protected as best I could, and were my world.
The proof also that after my son’s murder was covered up and that the Turnbulls claimed they were his next of kin. I arranged his funeral as his real next of kin during this sadism towards myself and my son. They invited themselves to his funeral! I asked his teacher, Sheila Mayberry to come to his funeral and it was Sheila who invited all his old Primary 7 classmates together to talk about my son in the most respectful and beautiful way at his humanist funeral. She loved my son and had not seen him for at least four years. He was a special boy! She never forgot him!
I was forced therefore to ask for asylum again due to my liberty and right to life being at risk (my passport was refused to me), due to the Swiss and British governments. The reason I gave for reluctantly asking for asylum in Croatia and Bosnia was – denial of liberty by the Swiss (Article 5 ECHR – that no one be confined to a particular space for a non-negligible period without proper legal justification) – the capture of my passport. No way to prove my identity, to work legally or travel legally. It is my legal right. Nobody had accused me of any crime. The Swiss gave me the legal document proving they had and were keeping my passport, regardless of which European country requested it. In fact, I was told, illegally by both Croatia and Bosnia, that they could not request my passport so I could not end my request for asylum, without again travelling without it. So, I was also forced to live in these disgusting camps again (deliberate torture) for about four months in Croatia and about five months in Bosnia/Republika Srpska.
The whole scenario stinks of insanity and the people trying to justify this are in fact psychopaths, as I said before. Forcing someone to live in disgusting camps, with violent and sick people, with no right to have them face the consequences of assault, is torture and no ability to work or leave, goes against multiple of my, supposed human rights. I just needed my passport. I was denied it for years. I paid for it. No reason given!
Let’s go a little bit further and consider what happens when your right to life and your right to liberty are denied and the justification for it is: NOT GIVEN! Let’s consider the mindset of those making those decisions, making arguments that everyone should adhere to these conditions, and the slimy, cowardice and weaselliness of people never challenging the callousness and sadism of this decision.
The people responsible are sadists and must be completely devoid of humanity, and out of touch with reality!
No justification has ever been given.
It is an example of extreme delusion on the part of those making that decision. Extreme delusion! Possibly psychosis, if they also truly believe it is for anyone’s own good.
If you deny someone the right to liberty and the right to life, knowing that in doing so you are causing them extreme harm, you are doing it to cause them extreme harm (whether you admit it to yourself or not). Only under the kind of perverse and extremely psychotic justifications could anyone even argue denying someone the right to liberty and the right to life is ‘for humanitarian reasons’. The likes of real serial killers argue with this kind of logic.
‘I killed her because it was better than living. I did her a favour.’
Look up any serial killer and I am sure you will find this delusional and psychotic way of thinking.
So, for two years, the (Swiss and British) people stopping me from living a legal life, where I could earn money, travel and thrive, let alone the most important thing – escape Switzerland and their barbarity – were in fact insane psychopaths. The description above proves they are insane psychopaths. No sane person would argue that this behaviour is good for anyone. It only satisfies the twisted logic of an insane person. I am sure they are still involved in ‘commenting from a distance’, given multiple people are aware of what they did to me and know nothing can be done unless I make an official complaint and it is taken seriously. I did make a complaint, several. None were replied to, of course. Psychological torture is permitted!
So, I repeat, again, on what basis was it decided that my passport should be retained (‘for my own good’) by a foreign country I wasn’t in, when nobody knew what I was doing day by day (it is nobody’s business), or where I was (from August 2024, in Switzerland, when I was hiding; to January 2025 when I requested, in Zagreb, that the British FCDO tell Switzerland to release my passport)?
Switzerland knew I had left because I did not change my Swiss number until Croatia. I just switched off my mobile crossing borders so that I would not be detected! It was that simple! The only time it was difficult to cross borders was between Croatia and parts of Serbia. Crossed multiple borders calmly, smiling, friendly, relaxed and with ease. Total ease! Nobody helped me! I did not require assistance, thank you! I am a seasoned (20 years) international travel, and I have worked three times in Iraq. Crossing friendly European borders was like drinking a cup of tea. Not to mention the fact I look like a native European – a local!
Literally hundreds of people I met when I did not have my passport said to me, ‘There MUST be a reason!’ In order ‘to capture you so you can face trial’? Trial for what? One of Starmer’s jumped up claims that I am/was a security risk? When I exercise my right to criticise his authoritarian and dictatorial fascist state? Everyone knew where I was when I was in Croatia! I called the British Embassy, on a Croatian number. They called me a liar! I recorded it. They knew where I was in Bosnia! For months, they knew where I was and for months, they did not, or pretended they did not, because I was always with witnesses. Some dangerous witnesses. By coincidence. If there was some kind of warrant, why didn’t they come and get me? Because there wasn’t, there isn’t.
This is the British MO. They do not accuse you of a crime, but they put you in situations where they hope you will be forced to commit a crime. This is also what they do to asylum seekers in Switzerland. They test your absolute human limit and then blame you for being human. Some people kill other people. Many men take it out on the local population. All like-minded, barbaric, dangerous, psychotic, extremist was very happy to have a little toy like me to try and doubly torture as their (ignored) revenge on white Europeans. I was a target and deliberately kept a target as a form of torture.
Psychologists will tell you the effect of psychological torture on people, most people, and the difference it has on people who are already dangerous. It is deliberate. It is intentional. Asylum seekers are deliberately tortured to push them to the limit to start a civil war with local people. No psychologist will ever argue that torture does any good and the ones covering it up in Switzerland and Europe are complicit in torture! They are sadists, quite simply!
I am a very self-controlled, self-aware person who is not violent in any way, and I would never harm a fly. But I am also capable of defending myself or fleeing from somewhere if I feel I am about to be violently attacked. That is my right.
Kidnapping my passport was also another way to cause extreme doubt about anything I was saying, even my identity, and a means to cause great suspicion everywhere I went. At one point, I was accused of murdering someone, which was a horrible thing to be accused of.
‘You must have murdered someone. Only people who have done something really bad have their passports kidnapped!’
FOR STATE SECURITY
I am a 58-year-old, peaceful, British woman, a teacher of English, who left the UK in 2013.
There was no warrant, international or otherwise, so, in what way was it good for me to retain my passport for an additional eight months after I left Switzerland and gladly gave up my claim for asylum?
TORTURE
What was the justification for torturing me in multiple ways, in multiple countries?
The justification is that the Swiss and British use psychological torture on dissenters for the ‘security of the state’. That is what the IPT is about. That is why their decisions are kept secret. That is why you cannot scrutinise the likes of Boyd and Goss. That is why every European country has a clause in their asylum laws, as dictated by Brussels, that: No European country can give asylum to a person from another European country, even if they are being tortured. It is enshrined in law. Just ask Julian Assange! He was tortured for years, openly.
That is why you cannot get access to the information the IPT Court uses to make decisions, because if you did and if the public knew that British and European countries use torture on their own citizens there may be civil unrest.
I doubt in the UK that there would be, but there might be.
Even slightly raising the possible idea that you have been the recipient of a miscarriage of justice is enough to experience extreme torture from the British state because it challenges the hierarchy, the elites and the crown.
More and more cases are coming into the public arena which demonstrate the barbarity of the British justice system. You just have to look at the way the justice system is set up. The fact you are only entitled to a free lawyer if you are the victim/perpetrator of a criminal act. But, not entitled to one if your human rights (equal to criminal law) are denied by the state. You do not have human rights if you do not have the automatic right to a lawyer to defend your human rights in the obtuse and complex courts of ‘law’.
So, any justification which was given (not to me) that kidnapping my passport was ‘justified; explained; legal’ is false from every angle, except for the purpose of torture. Psychological and physical torture. But the torture had started a long time previously and continued, just in a different format, whilst in Switzerland.
Other asylum seekers kept their passports, wisely, on asking for asylum. Just in case they had to leave. I guess they understood the system better than I did. I consulted lawyers and specialist security advisers while in Switzerland and they all knew that what was happening to me was illegal, or so it seemed. But all the people who helped me, did not have the time to read my complex story and I did not want to test their patience. I was grateful for the help of several Swiss citizens, but their patience always ran out when I told them: the reason this is happening to me is persecution.
When you are in a precarious situation, absolutely relying on the kindness of others, you cannot tell them everything. You can only tell them as much as they can handle, as much as they have time and patience for. Your day-to-day struggles, not having enough food, being assaulted, having your clothes stolen, is too much. You have to be grateful for what you are given. Without which you would not survive.
Nobody believed my story because I am not an argumentative, attention-seeking person. I am actually quite quiet, but I will speak out, like Danny, when ill-treatment is obvious. Nobody believed me because they did not have the time to read what I had (stacks of legal documents) and I did not have a place to write and often did not have a computer or internet.
It is not coincidence that the one brave person who did help me (and her many generous friends) started to be harassed herself, her livelihood threatened and her liberty seriously threatened. That is another reason I had to leave. Being around me, helping me was in fact dangerous for Swiss people. I did not want to be responsible for harming anyone. I cried many times over the potential harm that could be caused to compassionate and kind people.
Violent people were rewarded. Compassionate people were harassed and threatened.
MOVED CAMPS AS A FORM OF PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE
It is a common psychological torture tactic to prevent people from building relationships. I met some people in the camps that I wanted to keep in touch with or just spend time with as I figured out what to do. I was moved around seven or eight camps. Some were better than others.
When my request for asylum was rejected, I was moved to Poya, now closed. It was barbaric. There were different rules and laws for different ethnicities. Turkish rules for Turks and Kurds for Kurds. Arab rules for Arabs. Afghani rules for Afghanis. Somali for Somali. Eritreans and Somali women often had physical fights, spitting on each other and dragging each other by the hair, while their children watched in horror. Babies were traumatised, vomiting, were drugged to sleep because of the conditions in the camps. A woman from sub-Saharan Africa came at me like a bull, running along the corridor, arms swinging because I told her to keep out of my sleeping space. As soon as she started screaming ten African women of different nationalities all appeared, as seemed to be the ritual when a fight breaks out. I stood and did not move! I asked them, which of course made them madder: What is it that you think you are doing, huh? Your answer to disagreement is to violently attack everyone who disagrees with you? She was being held back, just, by other women. An ORS woman came up, Alexandria (European), who stood in between and stopped the potential assault. I walked away. I was beginning to dislike many African nationalities, whereas before I had no such prejudices.
At the same time, in the same camp, I was told to share a room with an Afghani family. Strange thing with Afghani families how their male members never protest to other women sharing the same space as them! I protested! Nothing was done. This family was also drugging their children to sleep because that is what the local hospital was telling them to do, to allow their children to sleep in that hell hole. Drug them! I complained about the father coming in deliberately just after I had showered, multiple times.
We were all asked to come to the security room to ‘discuss’ the situation. When the father arrived, of course Afghani fathers have never been challenged by a woman, he put his child (under one year old) on a table, just standing and the child fell off. A Bangladeshi security guard (in front of a Swiss guard) turned to me and said, ‘That was your fault!’ He was deliberately trying to traumatize me and was enjoying it. Seriously enjoying it!
In Poya camp, the security guards, who were mostly not Swiss, forced everyone to stand, legs spread, arms against the wall every time they entered from being outside. As if we were all potential criminals. I refused. I refused every single time. I deliberately forced them to call the chief, who was Somali who refused to speak directly to me, every single time. I refused and asked: What are you going to do about it? I am not a criminal, and I am sure this is illegal. If you suspect some people are stealing and bringing stolen goods into the camp, search them. You have no right to search me every single time I return.
The reasons they would not search the Africans who were stealing is because the camp was mostly occupied by Africans and many of the guards were African, so any violent event that happened could not be controlled. African thieves were bringing stolen goods into the centre and selling them to other asylum seeker and security guards. Only when police arrived were they stopped. At one point a whole group of Algerians were rounded up and deported all at once.
One Somali girl, travelling on her own, was sexually assaulted in the kitchen by a very old Somali man. She was told by other Somalis to say nothing or there would be consequences. She was assaulted in the middle of the kitchen, in front of ORS staff and about twenty other asylum seekers. Nothing happened. No consequences for the people who assaulted her or threatened her – A Somali family with a young girl, or the dirty old bastard who grabbed her crotch.
In Poya camp I stopped eating due to the abuse and ridicule I was experiencing from Africans and the Muslim staff. I asked to see a doctor multiple times. Once I was told, after being assaulted, to go to the hospital myself. So, I walked to the hospital emergency department by myself, got a blood test and was told there was blood in my urine, from having a door slammed into me by two African men. Again, Professor Gill and I asked for the medical records from the Swiss hospital and the full set of records were denied. Instead, information supporting the narrative coming from the FCDO was released. No letters of complaint were included in those files. No record of my meetings with a completely psychotic doctor who refused to allow me to talk about the assaults and torture happening to me. No record of my complaint about her irrational out of control behaviour during our meetings, when every time I tried to raise my voice about her complete projection of her own problems and her refusal to get her to document what was happening to me was met with:
You have PTSD. No, you have CPTSD. No, you have this. No, you have this. Oh, this is all about your childhood. Oh, this is all about your work relationships. Oh, this is all ‘post, post, post’ – nothing to do with the PRESENT ASSAULTS!
Multiple people who were being assaulted and abused in the camps and who refused to conform to learned helplessness were put on drugs. Most did not know how dangerous these drugs were. Most did not know or dare to refuse. Swiss doctors were/are making a fortune from medicalising the trauma deliberately caused by asylum centre staff and conditions. All were sent back to the camps, and the process was repeated over and over again.
When you asked to see a doctor, you were refused.
When you saw a doctor, he could not speak English.
When you tried to report it to a doctor, they refused to let you speak.
When you complained about the psychotic doctor you were given, you were gaslit.
All the time, you were sent back to the asylum camps.
The doctor I saw for over six weeks did not once allow me to report the assaults and abuse I was receiving. At times she would storm out; tell ME to act more compassionately; at one point she told me I had to manipulate the men in Rossierre because their egos were fragile and I had to massage them in order to be treated better! Everything I tried to report she would immediately come back to me with:
Childhood trauma! PTSD! CPTSD!
She was compromised! She was one of the most damaged and drug-addicted people I have ever met in my life. She had zero listening skills and zero perspective on life, except that: men are all bad; all behaviour is based on childhood trauma; the Swiss camps are not bad!
I had to repeatedly go back to this woman, who I handled calmly and gently in fear of her feeding her psychopathic tendencies and I more than once asked to ‘take a break’, voluntarily, in their five-star hospital because it was like going from Dante’s Hell to heaven. A clean room with clean bed, people who used the bathroom, regular food and no assaults – except that is from two African members of staff, in the hospital! The hospital was dominated by African and Middle Eastern care staff.
At one point, after being assaulted two days previously, by Ellen, I went to the hospital to try to speak to someone and left because they refused to see me, I was forcibly incarcerated and I recorded the whole thing. You can listen to it here: https://on.soundcloud.com/5Izn2bSnJMu7lTnZcH
I am calm. I am reasonable. The Russian doctor refuses to justify what she is claiming. Stating:
You are psychotic.
To which I replied: How am I psychotic? You should really explain that assertion!
To which she replied: Oh, yes, and that is the other thing, you are not only psychotic, but you are psychotic and your refuse to accept that you are psychotic.
I immediately wrote to a judge. He came to the hospital, ripped up her document (which has far reaching consequences for my life of course) and released me.
If I was so psychotic, how did I manage to, again under extreme duress, write my own legal argument immediately to a Swiss judge, demand he release me and successfully be released? The two ideas are not compatible!
But that gave the FCDO and Starmer the document they wanted all along. A document which was ripped up and a document which they obtained illegally and then circulated to Croatia, in order to have a reason to try to force me back to the UK.
This was the narrative that the FCDO and British State wanted and this was the narrative (I knew from studying and campaigning for people who experienced child abuse) that would have been plausible had I not completely overcome my impoverished childhood and in fact campaigned on behalf of abused children; and also left the UK completely where I successfully started a very happy new life!
By the time I had almost died, from an overdose, due to the repeated assaults, torture and almost starvation, and being told ‘You cannot leave without your passport, but you must leave. We will, we won’t give you your passport if you give us tickets. You also cannot work or earn money, and you do not have your freedom, and of course it is it is all your own fault!” I had all the evidence I was looking for.
The snippets of information I got from the deranged doctor, repeated by the doctor who released me from the hospital, which is part of the procedure, I knew, for a fact where all the information was coming from:
Police Scotland
The FCDO. https://www.gov.uk/government/organisations/foreign-commonwealth-development-office
The Turnbulls
I knew that I could request the documents the release doctor would write. I knew also and was threatened by the doctor who signed Alexadria’s ‘order’ for recording her, that the recording I had of her showed they were breaking the law, and so I knew I had all the evidence then to show the British State were slandering me and were using lies they got from Iraq, from Police Scotland, from the IPT and from Boyd to try to silence me. I know because I recorded the doctors who tried to lock me up and I am absolutely calm, because I knew that that was always going to be the inevitable result of what the FCDO and Police Scotland were trying to create.
The lies which claimed:
I had previously had a ‘psychiatric history’ – Nope! This came from an Iraqi in Kurdistan; Police Scotland who repeated their lies; these lies were used to silence me in a US court where a Barzani was claiming he wasn’t running a fake university – he and the FCDO claimed I was an unreliable witness (I was the Director of his fake university language institute in 2020).
Both my children were dead. (My youngest son is 32)
I did not raise my children. (All records show I raised my children, alone)
My family raised my children. (They said this to cover up the murder of my child in 2005)
I was a former drug addict or alcoholic. (I do not drink, smoke or take drugs)
This narrative is repeated in multiple countries without scrutiny. When you ask for records and reports, only records and reports with this narrative are released. Evidence, facts, recordings, emails, from me to the FCDO, to CEC, to the Cross-party Group on Human Rights in the Westminster Parliament; to multiple politicians, are withheld. Anyone who does not believe that multiple people across multiple countries can willingly repeat things that they cannot verify but which have now grown legs does not understand how the culture of denial pervades all governmental and other institutions. People have repeatedly written and repeated lies because by the time they discovered they were lies they were already complicit and so had to defend their lies. How could they be so stupid?
I was never and have never been psychotic in my life. I was calmly observing the character of people willing to severely damage someone and then try to cover up for their stupidity, regardless of who it destroyed!
These lies are still circulating. Listen to the recording of Alexandria Klimenko!
Abusive doctor stealing my liberty with a tautological argument!
To summarise before I continue to document the torture I have experienced:
- Judge Colin Boyd, previous Procurator Fiscal in Scotland, refused me an investigation into the murder of my child, in 2005. Refused me even an explanation. Moved to the IPT court in 2019 and then denied me the right to legal representation and silenced me.
- In Dec 2022, Boyd, held a secret meeting in the IPT court and denied me the right to even read the reports the IPT court stated were used to come to their conclusion: Nothing illegal took place! I was the plaintiff and in southeast Asia at the time.
- In 2018, when I reported abuse in an Iraqi university to the British Embassy, the FCDO wrote reports that came from that university and hid those reports from me. These reports were used in a court case against Saqi Barzani, between 2021/2022, in the US, to claim I was an ‘unreliable witness’. Secret reports from Police Scotland, were also submitted to this court because Saqi Barzani told me publicly his cousin (the Prime Minister of Kurdistan) had reports from Police Scotland, claiming I had no qualifications and had only ever worked in a shop! At the same time, the FCDO contacted Christopher Turnbull, possibly the last person to see my late son alive and gave him my location and the power to tell these abusive employers to do what they wanted!
- Since 2005 I have been denied an explanation why an investigation was not started into the murder of my son; since 2020, when I reported a fraudulent university in Iraq covered up by the US Government because it was a money laundering operation, I have been persecuted and slandered, assaulted tortured, denied my human rights and had my passport kidnapped.
These are all related. By the time I got to Croatia I had all the information I needed, and I also had a copy of the document the FCDO had obtained illegally, from Switzerland, which was literally ripped up by a Swiss judge.
The British have no justification for torturing me other than the fact I tell the truth, about their use of torture and their willingness to cover up the murder of children!
From Poya I was moved to one of the worst known camps in Switzerland: Giffers! It is a high security camp where you cannot leave without asking guards to unlock the high security doors. They often pretended you were not even there, as a form of psychological torture and to test your ‘learned helplessness’. I was put in a room and forced to share a room with two Afghani families – two men, two wives, five children. One of the fathers was raping and sexually assaulting his wife, right next to my bed, every second or third night.
I will continue soon…
